Well…
I love the idea of forging a such a strong bond with my children. I love my parents dearly but I dont feel that I have a very good relationship with them. They were very judgemental and black and white with me as a child, I dont talk to them about my interests or my thoughts or stories because I feel that they will look down on them, or try to discourage me from doing something “frivolous” and do something “useful.”
I am into attachment parenting, I want to communicate with my baby, and I want my children to feel listened too, and accepted.
I want to breastfeed, practice diaperless infancy and use sign langauge to help foster a strong relationship with my children from jump. I want to practice having an open and honest conversations and relationships with my own children.
My parents are very good and intelligent but they are very “old fashioned 1-mode of thinking” in their ideas about child rearing.
As a kid, I always wished that I’d been taught as a baby and young child so that I’d already know simple stuff. (Really, I remember thinking very seriously about this when I was little. I even asked why they didn’t teach me to read and do math as a baby, because then I wouldn’t remember learning but I’d know how to do it and it’d be effortless but no one took me seriously.) I wanted to teach all my younger siblings and baby cousins to read well before I ever heard of Doman or flashcard fads (I was 6 when my first little brother was born). I actually began looking into teaching infants because I wanted to pioneer the field I had no idea that it was already so well established.
I hope that by following this path of intensive parenting that I will foster a strong relationship with my children. I want them to respect, love and trust me above fearing me. (If I am honest I have to say that respect and fear were tied for the #1 emotion I felt toward my parents growing up, but now love is #1 because I can understand them a little better, even though I don’t really agree with them 100%)
Also, if I am honest it is also a little bit about vindicating myself because I have wondered about infant education literally most of my life and wished that I was a prodigy at something since I have absolutely 0 talent in anything.
I want my kids to feel confident, competent and capable when approaching anything. I want them to be humble and disciplined, I want them to be mentally and physically superior to the masses. I’m want my children multilingual and practising gymnastics, swimming and martial arts regularly for at least 13 years, which I am willing to admit is my way of living vicariously through them, because these are all things that I wanted to learn to do (except swimming, which I learned to do during summer lessons.) I also want my kids to play some type of sport for a team for as long as possible, from 5 or so.
I think it’ll be neat to have the family love learning and self development as much as possible because I am a very cocky person and I worry that if I do all these things with my kids, they will eventually realize that they are “special” compared to the masses and be arrogant. I dont want my kids to be arrogant. I really hope to work in constant character training and foster a sense of humility, caring and equality in any child I raise.